I feel like I’ve lost a chunk of my personality by soaking in the type of atmosphere that comes with social networks. Yeah, I liked a great deal of pages on Facebook, and I learn so many interesting things there. Quite honestly, I love my newsfeed when everything there are from pages I’ve liked and not from the people I’ve friended on my Facebook. No offense – your lives are interesting and I love you guys. But when I’m not learning from those pages and I’m scrolling through the site with the screen of my desktop blaring at me, I’m reading your long statuses of complaints, emotions, and now and then, straight up bragging. We’re human, so I don’t expect any more or any less. But I become a bit of a no lifer going on like this. So many hours of my life go by. Scrolling. At least back then, I would blog online about all kinds of things. Now I can’t seem to find anything to say. Anything that isn’t cliche. You know? I’d be okay with my current lifestyle except I’m not. I miss that old blogging me. With interesting stories and thoughts to share, growing inside, being simple, not being caught up in everyone else’s life. However that me wasn’t very outgoing. And now I am.
I can keep my outgoing, spunky self, cant I?
Why wouldn’t I, though?
I can be outgoing, and a blogger in her own realm. This is exactly what I’m doing. I just hope it lasts this time.